Posted by: Serene on: July 31, 2007
“Love is not an affectionate feeling, but a steady wish for the loved person’s ultimate good as far as it can be obtained.”
–Answers to Questions on Christianity
So if love is not the affectionate feeling, what then is the affectionate feeling?
Does that mean you don’t have to feel to love?
Wouldn’t it all be boring then? No [...]
Posted by: Serene on: July 31, 2007
Aiyo.
I’m a bit frustrated.
Now I know it means to be subconsciously thinking.
I wasn’t aware at all.
Aiyo, i need to take drastic measures.
Measures taken taken.
AIYO, How now brown cow?
Sometimes I read back my posts and become quite worried about how personal I can get.
But…….
to hide increases fear.
when everything is out in the open, there is no [...]
Posted by: Serene on: July 30, 2007
Talking with Paul ( aka P-Boy) is always unnerving.
He pushes me, throws all the most unexpected questions, often almost forcing me to think about what shaped and moulded my character. What’s behind serene.
Prim and proper.
Serene , she can do no wrong.
No way.
No way.
*shakes head until it almost flies off*
That’s what I want to be though [...]
Posted by: Serene on: July 29, 2007
Was just reading Jun Shi’s post.
I guess I would be the total opposite from her.
Very often, I feel as oppose to think. That makes me highly unstable, very irrational and subject to many kind of mistakes. I’m moved by many many things. Movies, books ( yes, I cried when Dumbledore died), lyrics, music, sunrises, rainbows, [...]
Posted by: Serene on: July 28, 2007
Was going to do a picture post but the internet’s been a bit slow these days.
Having lots of trouble uploading pics.
I’m not really into wordpress. Haha. I’m fickle minded huh.
But I don’t really know how to add pictures and stuff. Gotta fiddle around with it more I guess.
Don’t worry not going to change blog address [...]
Posted by: Serene on: July 27, 2007
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Posted by: Serene on: July 27, 2007
Selfishness…
Emptiness…
Judgemental..
Too caught up in self…
Lots and lots of fear…
Faithlessness…
Want to be good… want to do the right things..want to love
Failure..
Tired…
Hardened..
Unable, unwilling..
How to find the balance?
Pretence..
Hypocrisy..
How to be totally transparent without fear of being judged?
Lost…
Alone..
Too much……
Just keep smiling …..
Sunshine…that’s not me… I’m more like the clouds that cover the sun’s rays.
Need to keep studying. Need to [...]
Posted by: Serene on: July 25, 2007
I love my big brother. =) Never fails to put a smile on my face.
I’m so easily pleased.
Posted by: Serene on: July 25, 2007
I don’t want to and don’t feel like saying anything anymore.
I just need to form beliefs of my own. Have opinions and faith of my own. Not be afraid of MY decisions because I believe in it. I’ve never been good at making decisions on my own. I always needed someone to help me believe [...]
Posted by: Serene on: July 24, 2007
Shadrach, Meshach and Abednego replied to the king, “O Nebuchadnezzar, we do not need to defend ourselves before you in this matter. If we are thrown into the blazing furnace, the God we serve is able to save us from it, and he will rescue us from your hand, O king. But even if [...]
